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Friday, June 17, 2005

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I’M NOT THE KIND OF GIRL
WH0 ISN’T AFRAID TO TELL YOU
HOW SHE FEELS
I’M NOT THE KIND OF GIRL
WH0 RUNS UP TO YOU AND HUGS YOU
I AM THE KIND OF GIRL
WHO KEEPS ALL OF HER EMOTIONS INSIDE
&& IS AFRAID OF REJECTION </3 

MISSING YOU ISN’T THE HARD PART..
KNOWING I HAD YOU IS WHAT IS <3

REMEMBER WHEN.. BOYS HAD COOTIES, WHEN FRIENDS ALWAYS LISTENED TO YOU.. WHEN DREAMS WERE UNSHATTERED.. AND WORRIES WERE FEW.. WHEN RESCESS WAS TOO SHORT.. AND LIFE WAS JUST TOO LONG.. WHEN DECISIONS CAME EASILY WITH NO NEED TO BELONG.. WHEN STORKS DELIVERED BABIES AND PASSIONS WEREN’T SO STRONG.. WHEN FRIENDSHIPS WEREN’T BROKEN. RIGHT WAS RIGHT AND WRONG WAS WRONG. WHEN BAD THINGS DIDN’T HAPPEN. ONLY SKINNED KNEES BROUGHT TEARS AND THE NIGHT LIGHT QUIETED ALL OF OUR FEARS.. WHEN DECISIONS WERE SOLVED BY “ENNIE, MEANIE, MINEY, MO.” WHEN BOYS WERE YUCKY.. AND GOODBYE ONLY MEANT TIL TOMORROW.. YOU’RE YOUR CLOTHES DIDN’T HAVE TO MATCH AND FEAL FRIENDS DIDN’T PART.. AND THE FUN WENT ON FOREVER AND NEVER LEFT A BROKEN HEART. //

  
      Love is when     u miss him
    even before he leaves when you 
 could listen to him talk all night and
 never get tired of hearing his voice
    when the sound of his name
     sends chills down your spine
          and you see his smile
               the second you
                  close your 
                     eyes

you know that qood feelinq of butterflies
in your stomache when you know that if
even for just a second you have crossed
his mind ;; && then you know that bad  `'.
butterfly feelinq when you know that »
another girl has crossed his mind && that
girl . she is everythinq you want to be <|3

sometimes the one that broke your heart is the only one
that knows exactly where the pieces qo » sometimes ;;
the one that crushed your dreams i the only one who `'
can be trusted to out your heart back toqether - - x0o *

everyone keeps tellinq me
to just get over you &&  `'
move on but they obviously
don't understand just how
hard i've already tried . . .

if i could take back one thinq
it would be the niqht i let you
out of my reach && into hers

she finally let qo of her fake smile and the tears slowly ;; rolled down her face as she whispered to h e r s e l f  ` »  " i don't want to be me . "   *

  so kiss me like you did.
my heart `stopped  beating
 such a softer sin <3' - - *

you know what i want . just once
i want to be someones reason for
waking  up someones reason for
going  through another day , just `
one  time i  want  to  be  the one
being  wished  for. the one who '
makes a guy say  im  so lucky to .
have her , to put it simply ; i want
to  mean to somebody what  they
                     m e a n   to  me  <3

and after a while.. the jokes arent funny -- anymore
theres [nothing] left to smile : ( about.. everyone begins
to look the same.. lovers lose their passion.. friends
become enemies & the life we once knew.. is gone.

You don't die from a heartbroken..you only wish you did.

I hope you C H O K E on every work you said, while you were screaming at me.

 im so tired of pretending everything is okay
 my  tears  are  starting    to  [[show]]  and
 my  smile  is  slowly --»   f a d i n g  a w a y

When everything feels like the movies you'll bleed just to know your alive <//3

for . once . instead . of . telling . me . reasons . why . i . shouldn`t . cry
actually . pay . attention . to . the . reasons . why . i . am

Break my heart, its okay its not like i
still love you or care about you or anything
its okay, its not like i think about you
all the fucking time. Thats because i hate you
as much as i love your fucking guts


  look at her  -   as perfect
  as can  be.   but  it`s  not
  so  perfect  on  the inside
  as  you  cannot  see.  she
  wants  to  get  rid  of  the
  hurt  and lies. she   wants
  you  to  see   behind   this
 [ p e r f e c t   d i s g u i s e ]

I'm giving up on loving you
I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
Atleast for now I can hide my pain
I know if I don't I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second change when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course you changed your mind
The many exuses that you have told me
Are getting lame and really old.
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about
You're happy and then you cry and cry
Where truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends good
But then again who thought it would.

i wanna be that qirl he`s scared to lose
the one where he  [  can`t ] walk away
from knowinq shes mad at him, the one
who can`t fall asleep without her voice
beinq the last one he hears the one he
wouldn`t know what to do without .. 

I'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers do not flow
when heart no longer wonder
and hands are never held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
when god alone commands me
then I'll stop loving you.

,- - - - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»
:
isn`t it funny --> how when u want
:
it the most u can`t have it? & when
:
u have it u don`t care, & once u lose
: it You'd do anything to get it back...
`- - - - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»

ii always wanted to know what it was like to    `
love someone that would love me back with tha
same love -nD- compassion. . . can yOo be that
one to show me t h e . m e a n ii n q . o f .  love `

Of all the people I've ever met
You're the one I wont forget
Cause the picture of you is constantly
Running throughout my head
You're my las thought every night
Before I go to bed.
Life without you know is so sad and tough.
Im addicated to you
I dont understand why it has to be this way
I need you to know just how badly I need you to stay
But you cant have that
Since your hearts been sold and
It kills me to know its not me you want to hold
Everythings is so confusing now without you

loves a waste of energy - and this lifes a waste of
our time, lets -> d e s t r o y  eachother cause were
[    too     c o o l    f o r   l o v e    l i n e s  ,,    <3     ]

They didn't agree on much. in fact they rarely
agreed on anything thEy fought All the timE
and . they chaLlengeD each other everyday
but in spite their differences * they had 'One
important tHing in common _they were crazy
About each othEr --»» * t h e n o t e b o o k

Theres this girl in the mirror, i wonder
who she is, sometimes i think i know her
and sometimes i wish i did. There is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes
when shes looking back at me i can tell ..
x______________ shes hurting inside

 

EVERYTHiNG YOU`VE ALWAYS WAiTED FOR

C0MES THE VERY SEC0ND Y0U ST0P L0OKING

 

she looks down at her arms..
all cut up & red  <|3 each time
she looks at them, she see`'s
what [used to be] 'nd wishes
she was dead - - and as she
touches & looks at each scar
she remembers his game   `&
that near' each [scar] made a
letter that `spelt out his name'

 

      she  wanted  to  tell him  how she  felt
      tell  him  how  many  hours  she  cried
      her  heart  out  »  finally  one   day  she
      got  the  courage  up  to  try  ;; he  just
      [( i g n o r e d )] her &&  walked on by

..so i took a walk down memory lane today
i just kept going back and back
looking through old entries
sometimes i would stop.read.
smile =) to myself .`nd remember.
then--that smile would fade away...
sometimes , i would quickly scroll by
cause i couldn`t stand to read the words.
like , one when i read our convo where
we sent eachother kisSes x0x`
but god i ( L0VED ) him so much!
i didn`t know till now..but i hate him
i hate him b/c .. i can`t hate him ..
i wish i could just go back to the beginning of it
& just relive it over & over again...

HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you mind if i say no?
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didnt we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

 

His girl:ya i guess he is hot
His ex:i love him why did he leave me?
His girl:he gave me a necklace but it looks cheap!
His ex:i cherish every thing i got from him
His girl:eww i saw his ex she is so ugly!
His ex:his new girlfriend is pretty
His girl:hmmm wht did he give me a kiss on the check?
His ex:we were eachothers first kiss
His girl:we better have sex soon!!!!
His ex:we both talked about waitin for marriage to move farther
His girl:what? no im to busy to call him!!!
His ex:i remeber our talks til like 6 in th morning
His girl:i cant remeber what color are his eyes?
His ex:i cant foget his deep ocean blue eyes
His girl:i swear what is up with that black sweatshirt he wears all the time?
His ex: i remember that black sweatshirt i gave him, i wonder if he still has it
His girl:i guess we will last another couple weeks or so

 

id rather be blind than see youu happy with her ..

EVERY TiME SHE LAUGHSz SHE H0PES HE iS WATCHiNG  .. N0T S0 HE WiLL SEE SHE iS HAPPY BUT S0 MAYbE jUST MAYbE HE WiLL fALL  F0R HER SMiLE AS HARd AS SHE fELL F0R HiS

she finally stopped  playinq their song ;; when she realized she was dancing .  »  a l o n e  . . <|3

hold  me was all i asked,
             love   me was all i wanted,
                           left was
all i got.
      i gave you my heart,
      i gave you my trust,
      i gave you me,
                          &me youu crushed.
        empty promises were all you told,
        empty promises were what i believed,
        empty promises were what crushed my heart.
                      my heart was yours and yours alone,
                      my heart was what you broke,
                      my heart is shattered on the ground
                are youu happy now?

and no matter  where life leads  you i'll always be the one right by  your side » xOo

& she finally told him how she felt
she downright spilled her heart out
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he just walked away as she
silently stood there __________ </3

I was over you. I swear I was. I promise... until the day you looked at me and smiled. You didnt realize it but that was the same smile you gave me everytime you kissed me, held me, and after every moment spent together. It was the smile that made everything okay again. x3

                                 i  have resolved <3'
                                 that if you're afraid
                                 of love ; your heart'
                                 will break anyway-
                                 only in not HALF so
                                 'nice  a  fashion  as
                                 -----» when you let'
                                 somebody love you

She will pretend she is whole again, but deep inside she does not want to be just friends. he will look her in the eye and walk right by. he does not see the tears in her eyes. one day he will wonder where he went wrong and he will know right away when he pretended to be strong. he was afraid of love and the happiness to come, so he thought it would be easier to turn around and run. he may blame her but deep inside he will know that he made the mistake of letting her go.

I couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the furture, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees. Learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give to you forever. I love you. i'll be seeing you. - noah.

    you aren't going to be his first,
    his  last, or  his only..hes cared
    about  someone  else  before &
    he  will  again, but  if  he cares
    for  you  right  now  what  else
    matters? he's  not  perfect, you
    arent either and the two of you
    will never be perfect. but if he
    can  make  you  laugh  at least*
    once, hold  onto  him  and give

if love is a sickness . . .
then you're my disease

find arms that will hold you at your weakest
eyes that will look At you at your ugliest __+
& a heart that will love you at your worst '
because thats the only love that really matters

Theres this girl in the mirror, i wonder
who she is, sometimes i think i know her
and sometimes i wish i did. There is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes
when shes looking back at me i can tell ..
x______________ shes hurting inside

Sometimes I feel like no one cares
Sometimes I feel like no ones there
Sometimes I want to kill myself
Sometimes I think I need some help
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I am in an empty zone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive
Sometimes I wonder if I'm deprived
Sometimes I think the world should end
Sometimes I think I have no friends
Sometimes I want to make them see
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me.


It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It`s funny how forever never really seems to last,
it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.
It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down,
it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around.
It`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It`s funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me.

Tell me how It feels. How it feels to know you’ve broken my dreams. Left my heart shattered on the ground. How does it feel when you look at me. When you laugh with me. How does it feel. How does it feel to know you’re the reason I cry. How does it feel to know that every smile I flashed at you was a lie. How does it feel to know You're the reason im lost, alone, and uncertain. I wanna know how it feels. How it feels to be Y. O. U.

The other day I say down and watched all my childhood movies. Beauty and the beast; Cinderalla; Snow White; and The Little Mermaid; You know all those cute movies. But there's something that I dont understand. In all of them they end .HaPPiLy eVer AfTer.They get the PerEfct.

The same old that brings me down, another day in this gossip town. In this gossip town feeling like I've been used trying to find a better way to make through this in day. Tears are the words in my heart. Uses to explain when even my fake smiles can't cover up my pain x/3

WeLL mY LiFe iSnT PeRfEcT
ReALLy WhOs iS?
BuT I GuEsS I CaN sAy thAt
ONe PaRt oF iT * iS *
YoU MaKe iT WoRtH LiViNg
ANd YoU MaDe mE SeE
YoUrE tHe BeSt PaRt oF LiFe
ANd tHe BeSt PaRt oF *mE*

you  want  to  know  what i love  most about  us ?
i  love how  comfortable  we  are with each  other
i love how we can endlessly crack on each  other
but never take the teasing to heart. i love how you
laugh like a little boy when i'm tickling you.  i  adore
how  when i walk  away  from you when we  are
fighting you try to stay mad at me but then you run
after me for the  fear of losing me.  i love you  and
everything about you.  the  look  in  your  'beautiful
blue   eyes  when  we  kiss or sometimes when  i'
fall asleep on you *and you stay up and watch me
i love how i can call you anytime i need to and you
    never     cease     to     make     me     smile. 
 

You see her walking in the halls, smiling and laughing, but you'd never think she went home every night and cried herself to sleep.                

  BOY: i SAW HER TODAY
GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT`S BEEN FOREVER
GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE
GiRL: i COULDN`T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG
GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
BOY: i`D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i`M WiTH
GiRL: HE`S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
BOY: i COULDN`T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY
GiRL: HE COULDN`T EVEN LOOK AT ME
BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER
GiRL: HE DOSEN`T MEAN iT
BOY: i MEANT iT
GiRL: HE DiDN`T MEAN iT
BOY: i LOVE HER
GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME
GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
BOY: i LOST HER
GiRL: i STiLL LOVE HiM

She Painted on A Smile and learned to pretend.        

Her eyes are filled with tears, yet shes goregous.

I'm often silent when I'm screaming inside.

When she crys, the makeup runs from her eyes & she spill's the truth about how she feels inside.

the truth is,
you could rip my heart out,
thrown it on the floor and
stomp all over it..
and i'd pick it up,
dust it off and
give it right back to you.

                              ALL0W ME TO EXPLAiN A BR0KEN HEART.

*A broken heart is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.*
*A broken heart is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.*
*A broken heartis when you are crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning.*
*A broken heart is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.*
*A broken heart is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.*
*A broken heart is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, and then quickly turning your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.*
*A broken heart  is re-reading his ancient letters and putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.*
*A broken heart is secretly wanting to run back to him and secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.* *A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.*
*A broken heart is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.*
*A broken heart is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.*
*A broken heart is screaming and begging for a second chance inside.*
*A broken heart is the emptiness and heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.*
*A broken heart is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."*
*A broken heart is seeing him and even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do but, you decide to walk away.*
*A broken heart is listening to that one song that makes you break down, over and over again.*
*A broken heart sometimes means: Not wanting to go on.*

iT`S SO HARD FOR ME TO HOLD BACK THE TEARSi KNOW iT`S ONLY FAiR WELL SHE`S BEEN iN PAiNFOR YEARS . WHY DO i EVEN CARE ? BUT THE WAY HE TALKS ABOUT HER iT TEARS RiGHT THROUGH MY HEART WELL i GUESS THEY ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER BUT iT`S TEARiNG ME APART

AS i SAT THERE iN A ROOM
FULL OF PEOPLE , ALL i FELT WAS
ALONE

Love songs suck & fairy tales aren't true
& happy ending hollywood is not for me and you
so add it up & break it
down
It's not that hard to figure out
Your crazy & I'm crazy about you

And theres an emptiness inside her That she'd do anything to fill ...

DEAR DiARY ,
iM SORRY FOR THE
WET PAGES
i COULDN`T HOLD BACK THE TEARS HE
CAUSED ME ANYMORE. i DON`T KNOW
WHAT MADE iT WORSE, HiS LiES OR
ME
NOT BEiNG ABLE TO HiM.FORCE A SMiLE ; BLiNK AWAY THE
TEARS iM SUPPOSED TO BE
STRONG
SUPPOSED TO HAVE NO FEARS BUT
iM FiNDiNG iT HARD NOT TO FROWN
iM SUCH A STRONG PERSON WHY AM
i BREAKiNG DOWN?

Without him she is torn apart
& full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back
She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke

The girl who seemed unbreakable - broke
The girl who seemed so strong - crumbled
The girl who always laughed it off - cried
The girl who would never stop trying - finally gave up & quit

× So lets play
romeo & juliet
& fall in
love
.. just to die ×

Life can take your dreams and turn them upside down. Friends will talk about you when you're not around. Reality can really cut you down to size, but don't ever loose the light in your eyes. People make you promises they'll never keep. Soon you'll know why people say talk is cheap. Life resembles one big compromise but don't ever lose the light in your eyes.

now i'll write "i love you" down
the same number of times you said it to me
&& i'll shove the pages down your throat
so you can use them on the next girl
who thinks she's your world.

 boys will break ur heart,
friends will betray you
parents will seem too strict
and life might annoy you
but you should always remember that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening to us
so keep ur head up and ur spirits high
because if you don't
life will just pass you by

sometimes all you can do is smiLe
move on with the day
hold back your tears
a n d  p r e t e n d  y 0 u r  0 k a y

 He Makes Me Smile With0ut Even Tryin,
If I Said I Didnt Feel Somethin f0r Him
               . . . I`d - b e - l y i n g . .

he`s her drug and yes shes addiited

and even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
out of the dark that fills my mind. i some
how find..  _____       you and i collide`'

There will always be that one guy that no matter what he does to you, or how bad he hurts you, you can never let him go.

They didn't agree on much.in fact they rarely agreed on anything.they fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday but in spite their differences,they had one important thing in common,they were crazy about each other.

he probably loves her.. i said twirling my hair & staring
at them. he was holding her tight and something aboutt
the way he was holding her made me believe that shee
was important to him. then he saw me looking. his grip
loosened a little and he looked down shamefully. i turned
away and started to walk away .. but he never did follow.

Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their childeren will do better in school .. and their husband will fix more thingsz around the house. So let it go .. and love you and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest women in the world can have turmoil in her heart. And the most highly favored women on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest women you know, she`sz got the car, the house, the clothes .. might be lonely. And the world says .. if have not Love, I am nothing. So, again .. love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say * I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed !! * Winners make things happen. Losersz let thingsz happen.

your only as strong as
the alcohol you drink
the tables you dance on
& the friends that hold you
T o G e T h E r _______ x3

I can't promise to fix all your problem but I can promise you, you will never have to face them alone
 

sweet catastrOphe

 

 what i have with him is worth it. it's worth every lonely night, every tear i cry from missing him, & the pain i feel from not having him close. it's worth it because he's my one & only. when i picture myself years from now, i see only him. no matter how painful distance can be not having him in my life would be worse.

B0Y :: why don't you like me?
GiRl :: i do like you .. it's just ...
B0Y :: just .. what?
GiRl :: i'm so afraid to fall again.
B0Y :: this is different..
GiRl :: how is this any different?!?
B0Y :: because this time .... i'll catch you

lets make a scene----lights.camera.heartbreak

Lets be nothing, I herd it lasts forever.

I cross my heart and hope to die, stick every needle in these eyes, inject this air into my veins if it would bring you back to me

I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless, but I'm yours.

All I want is one guy to prove that they aren't all the same.

EverytiMe yOur nEar, eVeryBoDy eLse sEems sO fAR aWAy..

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

If kisses were snow, I'd send you a blizzard.

Everything can change in a second, and in that second you realize, nothing really mattered but the ones you love.

I can’t fall asleep tonight. I don’t know what to do. I hold my pillow but I want to be holding you.

 MY EYES TELL SECRETS MY LiPS WiLL NEVER SAY

before i leave for school each morning,
i make sure i look in the mirror more than usual.
not because i wanna impress anybody..
it`s only you i need to try and impress.
because no one means as much to me as you do.

FAKE SMiLE
i MOVE ON WiTH MY DAY
HOLD BACK MY TEARS
&
PRETEND i`M OKAY

Don’t worry. Its just a breakdown, it happens all the time.

You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they are gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said good-bye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they are gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. When they are the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning and say, "I love you" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt, but also their heart. When they are hurt just because of these tears. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and can't figure how you lived before you knew them. When they fulfill every need and with out them you are incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once.

I hate the way you can push me to the limits with the things you do, then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and i forget every little reason why i was mad

because ur lips are burning
like the end of a cigarette..
but I wont inhale your lies *

Dont judge me until you have walked in my shoes.

 ALCOHOL ..
& nervous wits
RAZOR BLADES ..
& bloody wrists
DECEiViNG EYES ..
trapped in lies
CAN`T ESCAPE ..
their painful cries .. x/3

 

           "I got to tell you that he waited all his life

For someone like you,
    
                   to come make the wrong things right

I know he didn't have the answers all the time

      But you can't tell me that you've never told a lie"

Note to self: I miss you terrible..
                          This is what we call a tradgety
                              come back to me
                                        Back to me
                                                to me.. <|3

    Give me a something
                              worth  l i v i n g  for

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself,
for years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath..
she finally drank her pain away, a little at a time..
but she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind..

ONE NiGHT, A GUY AND A GiRL WERE DRiViNG HOME FROM THE MOViEs. THE BOY SENSED THERE WAS SOMETHiNG WRONG BECAUSE OF THE PAiNFUL SiLENCE THEY SHARED BETWEEN THEM THAT NiGHT. THE GiRL ASKED THE BOY TO PULL OVER BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO TALK. SHE TOLD HiM THAT HER FEELiNGs HAVE CHANGED AND iT WAS TiME TO MOVE ON. A SiLENT TEAR SLiD DOWN HiS FACE AS HE SLOWLY REACHED iNTO HiS POCKET AND PASSED HER A FOLDED NOTE. AT THAT MOMENT, A DRUNK DRiVER WAS SPEEDiNG THAT VERY SAME STREET. HE SWERVED RiGHT iNTO THE DRiVER SEAT AND THE BOY DiED. MiERACULOUSLY, THE GiRL SURViVED. REMEMBERiNG
THE NOTE, SHE PULLED iT OUT AND READ iT, "WiTHOUT YOUR LOVE, i WOULD DiE.

IT'S MY FAULT. REALLY. SEE, MY MISTAKE WAS THAT I GAVE Y0U A BR0KEN HEART. AND I EXPECTED Y0U T0 PUT THE PIECES T0GETHER. AND Y0U DID. AND I WAS GRATEFUL. BUT, IN HAVING Y0U PUT MY HEART BACK T0GETHER, I GAVE Y0U THE P0WER T0 BREAK IT. IN MAKING MY HEART WH0LE, Y0U KNEW H0W T0 HURT ME. Y0U KNEW WHERE IT WAS WEAK, WHERE THE CRACKS WERE. Y0U KNEW WHERE T0 PUSH T0 MAKE MY HEART CRUMBLE. S0, IT'S Y0UR FAULT Y0U BR0KE MY HEART..

-I KN0W WH0 I AM
I KN0W WHERE I CAME FR0M
I KN0W WHAT I AM
I KNOW
WHERE I'LL BE G0ING
I KN0W ME.
I KN0W
MY HEART
I KN0W
MY S0UL.
I KN0W.
I KN0W 
MY DREAMS
I KN0W MY H0PES.
I KN0W.
I KN0W MY L0VES.
I KN0W MY HATES.
I KN0W.
I KN0W Y0U ARE MY ALL.
I KN0W Y0U ARE MY 0NLY
I KN0W.
I KN0W I'LL NEVER ADMIT IT.
I KN0W I'LL NEVER TELL Y0U..
I KN0W.

We used to be best friends,
but everything's all the sudden changing..
You wanna be a *somebody*
and i'm fine being a *nobody*

Honestly, I'm crazy about him. But that doesn't make me stupid. I've been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. It's not like he's the only guy that has ever looked at me. And why would I waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me, when you and I both know I could do so much better? He knows where to find me if he wants, but my world's not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, who's to say that I'll even be here when he does? ~

-just because her eyes don't tear,
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
& just because she comes off strong
doesn't mean there is nothing wrong

WHY CAN`T YOU COME TO REALiZE SHE LOVES YOU ? YOUR ALL SHE THiNKS ABOUT , DREAMS ABOUT , WiSHES FOR , CRiES FOR . SHE LOVES YOU . SHE NEEDS YOU . LORD KNOWS HOW MUCH SHE WANTS YOU . ALL SHE LOVED WAS YOU . ALL SHE NEEDED WAS YOU . SHE THiNKS YOU`RE WORTH iT , BUT SHE`S WRONG . YOU`RE NOT WORTH iT . . . YOU`RE JUST ANOTHER BOY

i KEEP SiLENT
EVEN WHEN i`M SCREAMiNG
iNSiDE . . . CAUSE THE THiNGS THAT
DRiVE ME CRAZY i HAVE
NO CHOiCE BUT TO HiDE

iT`S SO HARD FOR ME TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS
i KNOW iT`S ONLY FAiR WELL SHE`S BEEN iN PAiN
FOR YEARS . WHY DO i EVEN CARE ? BUT THE WAY
HE TALKS ABOUT HER iT TEARS RiGHT THROUGH MY
HEART WELL i GUESS THEY ARE PERFECT FOR EACH
OTHER BUT iT`S TEARiNG ME APART

     but  when i say    <3     let's keep in touch
     i really mean that i wish that you'd grow up
     this  is  the  first  song  for your   mix * tape
     its short   ..   just like your temper but some
     what golden like the afternoons  we used
     to spend together before you got too cool `

           i am who i am  because of you,  u're every
           reason, every hope - and every dream i've
           ever had  and  no  matter what happens to
           us in the future  everyday we are together
           is the greatest day of my life  -notebook<3

 

if only he could understand
how much
shit he puts me
[
t h r o u g h ] </3

 

she's barely hanging on
but she knows she can't let go.y0u can say the name
but can y0u speak the- - - - . T r u T h . - - - -

 

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight,
and there's nothing i can tell her to make her
feel alright..</3

 

I sat and smiled when  we  went   our   separate  ways i told you I’m happy  for  you and  her but deep down my heart aches   </3and this time...the cut is twice as deep

 

the only thing that truely
scares me is what lOve
can do to a person... <3

 

Life is an opportunity ` benefit from it.
Life is a beauty * admire it.
Life is a dream , realize it.
Life is a challenge * meet it.
Life is a duty ` complete it.
Life is a game * play it.
Life is a promise , fulfill it.
Life is sorrow * overcome it.
Life is a song ` sing it.
Life is a struggle * accept it.
Life is a tragedy , confront it.
Life is an adventure * dare it.
Life is luck ` make it.
Life is life * fight for it.

 

 

i want to be everything you need, every sight
you see . making you go crazy - slightly your
disease. a love without a cure . no uncertanties
for sure . the closest thing to alcohol that calls
you ______________ b a c k . f o r . m o r e *

 

 

THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT FALLiNG iN L0VE? -- GETTiN` HURT
THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT GETTiN` HURT?--  N0T BEiN` ABLE T0 L0VE AGAiN
THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT N0T L0ViNG AGAiN? -- BEiN` AL0NE F 0 R E V E R

 

she was always so strong and she
always had no fears, yet when the
perfect boy broke her heart ;; she
only felt her tears__________ x3

 

 

And theres an emptiness inside her
That she'd do anything to fill ... x3

 

you know you really love someone
when you don't hate them for - - `'
b r e a k i n q _ your heart <3

you get into the [ b i g g e s t ] fight with the people you care about most <3
because t h o s e are the ''
relationships you're willing to fight for . . <|3 xOo *

she says she wants to
die but in reality she just
wants to be saved <3

All the best love StOries
have one thing in common..
you have to gO againsT`
the odds to get there

hes the c l o s e s t thing to p e r f e c t.
but the f u r t h e s t thing from me. . .

i dont want the stars & the moon..
just someone to lay under them with

i just figured if my heart stopped`
beating, it wouldnt hurt as much. <3

She said "don't, don't let it go to your head. Boys like you are a dime a dozen. Boys like you are a dime a dozen." She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and i hate it, but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing.

 

If i had to run, if i had to crawl, if i had to swim a hundred rivers
just to climb a thousand walls, always know that i will find a way
to get to where you are. If i reach for your hand, will you hold it?
If i hold out my arms, will you hug me? If i go for your lips, will
you kiss me? If i capture your heart, will you love me forever? <

 

Knowing i could still have you hurts the most
Knowing
i could be the one you still call every
10 minutes. knowing i could be the one by your
side tonight hurts the most but all of our
mistakes
are all my regrets

 

Now i'm lying on the table with
everything you said. Keep that in
mind
the way that it felt when the most i could
do was to just blame myself

 

The truth is you could slit my throat &
with my one last gasping breath, i'd apologize
for bleeding on your shirt

 

I'll take your heart before you know it's gone
Leave you standin, but you won't be alone <3

loving costs alot..but not loving always costs much more,
& those who fear to l.o.v.e often find that want of love is an
emptiness that robs the joy from life..

 

A G00D FRIEND SEES THE [1ST] TEAR »
CATCHES THE [2ND] AND ST0PS THE [3RD] <3

 

It is alright to cry.
Those who cry are
stronger than those
who hold their feelings inside.<l3

A million reasons not to like him & only a few to keep on trying

It`s funny and sad how you
can grow away from your friends,
when just a few years ago, they were
they most important people in your life.**

Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.

hate bein 'happy cuz it
jus means that somethin
bad is on its way to ruin
it all x|3

 

behind my smile is a hurting heart
behind my laugh i'm [falling] apart
look closely at me an yu will see
the girl [ ii am ] - isn't me

life is only as good as_xO
the memories we make

Bleeding Mascara
Fingernails chipped
It seems likee the
P.E.R.F.E.C.T
Barbie w.o.r.l.d is
Now starting to
[s][h][a][t][t][e][r]

My friend, if I could give you one thing, I would wish for you the ability to see yourself as others see you. Then you would realize what a truly special person you are.

loving someone is one thing,
being loved by someone is another
but being loved by the person you love?
thats just [ e v e r y t h i n g ]

my dream would be to
hear rocks at my window
and to look out and see you
standing out there in the
-» p o u r i n g r a i n «-

He's gorgeous
but gorgeous is an understatement
More like you're startled everytime you see him
because you notice something new in a where's waldo sort of way.
more like you can't stop writing third grade run on sentences
because you can't even remotely begin to describe
something, someone so inherently amazing.
more like you're afraid that if you stare at him too long,
you'll prove your parents right that,
yes, your face will get stuck that way
but you don't mind

i SAT BY WATCHING
i SAT BY CARiNG
i SAT BY LOViNG
i SAT BY BREAKiNG
i SAT BY CRYiNG
i SAT BY LONG ENOUGH
&
NOW i DONT SiT, i LAY
i LAY BENEATH ALL MY EMOTiONS
&
ALL i EVER REALLY WANTED
WAS FOR YOUU TO SiT WiTH ME

i am the author of my life.. unfortunatly i`m
writing in pen and can`t erase my m ii s t a k e s *

i could never look in your eyes
and    say    to    your    f a c e
t h a t   i   d o n t   l o v e   y o u


 wouldnt life be wonderful if sweat
 pants   were   sexy  ;   if   monday
 mornings were fun  ... 'if junk food
 had no calories * if all kisses were
 magical,  if life was always worth
living for &' if  love ...  didn`t hurt «3

when i refuse to take shit and speak up aqainst it
im defined as a bitch but if beinq a bitch means....
i wont allow anyone to step all over me then all   i
gotta say is.                                       * so be it

So lets leave the windows open tonight
leave us no choice but to  cuddle  close

love is such a strong word
but the way i feel about him
is even     s t r o n g e r    *

/  As soon as you get online,whose
name do u look for first__when a `*!!!
slow  song   comes   on   the   radio-
whose face come's to ur mind first  
when you hear your phone ringing;;`
who do you hope it is calling  x0oOx,
whose name makes ur stomach [xo]'
drop when you hear it  «33        «33  

Did you ever meet someone & have them totally change your life? That every thought you ever had about life & yourself was changed. The way you look at life & people and even the way you breathe. It's like all that time you were hiding inside yourself until that person came into your world... well you are that person for me. I'm hopelessly in love with you. You teach me something new every day. I'm a better person now that you're in my life. Promise you'll never leave because now that I've known what life is like with you...I couldn't bare to live without you...but I'm going to have to learn how...

Everyday I would wake up and go to school and even if I were in a bad mood, I would know that I would always come home with a smile because of you but sometimes when you’re not at school through the day I go without ever smiling at all.
 

The best of friends can keep secrets, give each
other make-overs, go shopping, and have sleepovers;;
but it takes a true sister at heart to know when
her other half is upset and to know exactly what is
w r o n g.

Shes just a typical teenage girl
angry, insecure, confused,
She wants you to tell her things will be okay,
but she hates to be lied to

 
REMEMBER WHEN ..
getting HiGH meant swinging at a playground?
the worst thing u could get from a boy was *c0otiEs?
when your W0RST ENEMiES were your siblings
and rAcE iSsuEs were about who ran fastest?
when - WAR - was a card game
and life was || simple || and care free?
remember when all you wanted to do
WAS GROW UP?
 
girls are like apple trees. the best ones are at the top of the tree, but the boys don't want to reach for the ones at the top because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead they grab the rotten ones at the bottom. they aren't as good.. but they're easier to get. so the apples at the top think there's something wrong w/ them. but in reality.. they're amazing. they just have to be patient and wait for the right guy who will take the time to get a ladder and find a good apple
 

tHE BEST KiND 0F KiSS iS tHE KiND
WHEN Y0U HAVE t0 St0P CAUSE YU
CAUSE Y0U CANt HElP BUT SMilE =)

EVERY tiME SHE lAUGHS . SHE H0PES
HE iS  WAtCHiNG , N0t S0 HE  SEE'S
tHAt SHE iS HAPPY*BUT S0 tHAt MAY
BE- HE'll FAll  F0R  HER SMiLE JUST
     AS HARD AS SHE FEll F0R HIS 

 summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. they're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. <3 the notebook!


Everybody knows we're both torn apart</3

The people who hurt me the most
were the people who swore
they never would.

Some people don't catch on
they rather just pretend*
While things are going smooth
they smile and call you 'friend'.
Funny how you never know who
cares until it hurts,
and when it's over, does it
matter who blew off who first?

Its funny how your worst
enemies always seem to turn out
to be all your best friends.

.x. i like dancing in the rain .x.
.o. cuz its the little things .o.
.x. that take away my pain .x.

|| i wish i was as invisable ||
  || as y0uR making me feel ||

My wrist is pressed against the knife
I'm ready to move on, to end my life
After I'm gone, please don't strife
For we will meet again, in the afterlife


and yet she still sits there SMILING..
regardless of fake friends & broken dreams
regardless of the guy that she loved
& the HEART that was broken ..
but yet .. you`ll never break her
it`s no big deal ..
break her heart; let her down
& make her cry
you "love her " so everythings OKAY.
Lie to her; and then
hold her hand & whisper to her
it`s no big deal..
she`s just a girl  
 

Why are you doing this, you murderer? I'm dead, you killed her.

 

Love is the red, the rose on your coffin door
What's life like bleeding on the floor?

 

 

so gimme all your poison gimme me all your pills
and give me all your   h  o  p  e  l  e  s  s   hearts
and make me ill you're running after  something
that you'll never kill   
if this is what you wanted
t   h   e   n  .   f   i   r   e   .   a   t   .   w   i   l   l

 

 

& THEY F0UND Y0U 0N THE BATHR00M FL00R, i MiSS Y0U, i MiSS Y0U
S0  FAR  AND  THE  C0LLiSi0N  0F  Y0UR KiSS THAT MADE iT SO HARD

 

 AS i SAT THERE iN A ROOM
FULL OF PEOPLE , i STiLL FELT aLONE

SHE NEEDS TiME ALONE . YOU KNOW ?
TiME TO ThInk-- TO PULL HERSELF TOGETHER

She stood in the pouring rain screaming his name as he slowly walked away. </3

so slice open my v e i n s and
let the romance b l e e d a w a y

If asked why I love her I would say
It’s the sway in her hips,
the thickness in her thighs.
It’s the lust in her lips,
the love in her eyes.
It’s the softness of her skin,
the silk in her hair.
It’s the twist in her walk;
it’s the sweetness in her talk.
It’s the way she loves me
that makes me love her each day.
That is what I would say.

iT`S THAT ..
[(FiRST KiSS)]
the one when your knees get weak ..
& you forget how to speak.
when gravity fades away ..
& suddenly you`ve got nothing to say.
iT`S THAT .. [(FiRST KiSS)]
the one when you get butterflies in your tummy ..
& the whole world seems funny ..
iT`S THAT .. [(FiRST KiSS)]
the one you realize you`re not suppose to kiss anyone else
when the other person knows you better than yourself ..
[(iT`S THAT .[[FiRST KiSS.<3)]

   i WANNA HEAL ; i  WANNA FEEL   </33
♥   WHAT I THOUGHT WAS NEVER REAL
   i WANNA LET GO OF THE PAiN IVE FELT SO LONG
   ERASE ALL THE PAiN UNTIL iTS GONE

i dont wanna waste my time become another
casuality of society, ill never fall in line   x x x


She  smiles  with  all she has left
yet her t.e.a.r.'.s are left undried,
though she  has  so much to say
she keeps it up inside  ` herself `
If you look past her broken  eyes
to a shadow no one sees ,  a di-
sguise  so  you  wont recognize
This girl is  really me..</3

 during the day at random times.. thoughts of youu fill my mind. and i picture that smile youu give me and i swear for that one second --» [ i can barely breathe ]

AS WE LAY T0GETHER, i TURN AWAY.. AFRAiD Y0U`ll SEE THE TEARSz F0RMiNG iNSiDE MY EYESz. Y0U ASK ME iF NETHiNGSz WR0NG, i SMilE AND KiSz Y0U & TELL Y0UU EVERYTHiNG iSz FiNE. BUT KEEP THiNKiNG H0W MUCH i`D MiSz Y0U iF Y0U WEREN`T MiNE.

All the perfect words seem so wrong now that he's gone.

o n               t h e              c o l d e s t                    d a y
i n                t h e              c o l d e s t                 p l a c e
y o u r     l o v e     w o u l d     k e e p     m e     w a r m

Every girl has that feeling where she can't breathe she loves him so much, Where she wants to be in his arms for the rest of her life. Where she'd give anything just to have her lips compressed to his...Where she'd take a bullet to the heart just for her last words, "I love you." Ever wonder if the guy feels that exact same way, But is just too afraid to show it because it'll mean he's not manly, Or because he's just as afraid as you. Biting his tounge till it bleeds, Just as you do. Ever wonder do fairytales come true? No. dreams do.

Beautiful girl with pretty eyes.
A hidden world of hurt and lies.
She sits up in her bed and cries.
Its hard for her to realize
love isnt all ‘weak in the knees’ and ‘butterflies’

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

                       ♥The Notebook

My dearest Allie,I couldnt sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know what we had was real. And if some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from one another and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more. That plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

they didn't aqree 0n much.
in fact they rarely aqreed on anythinq
they f0uqHt allll the time and .
tHey challenqed each 0tHer everyday
but in spite their differences;
they had '0ne imp0rtant thinq in c0mmon,
tHey were crazy ab0ut each 0ther.
--»» the n0tebo0k

Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now its too late.
Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.
Allie: You wrote me?
Noah: Yes
Noah: It wasn't over, it still isn't over..

with every great love, comes a great story all we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us

Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They are shooting stars---a spectacular moment of light in the heavens-- fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone

he knew before he'd taken his next breath that she was the one he could spend the rest of his life looking for, but never find again don't let this get out of hand she told herself; the longer it goes on, the harder its going to be. and she didnt want it to get any harder. i guess i still look for the kind of love we had that summer

Thats is what we do...We fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of the bitch and i tell you when you are a pain in that ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I am not afriad to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound. And you go back doing the next another pain in the ass thing. So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. But we're going to have to work at at this everyday, but i want to do that. Because I want you. I want all of you. Forever, you and me everyday. ♥

You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.

and he made up his mind not to loose her. he would do anything to keep her.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

iT`S THE HEART AFRAiD OF BREAKiNG
THAT NEVER LEARNS TO DANCE
iT`S THE DREAM AFRAiD OF WAKiNG
THAT NEVER TAKES A CHANCE
iT`S THE MiND AFRAiD OF LOSiNG
THAT NEVER LEARNS TO GiVE &
iT`S THE SOUL AFRAiD OF DYiNG
THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LiVE

 

.:Sometimes you think you've:.
.:
gotten over a person, but when:.
.:you see him smile you suddenly:.
.:just realize your just pretending:.
.:your over him to ease the pain of:.
.:knowing that he will never be yours:.

all my life i thought i needed the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity, and the perfect way to tell someone i love them, but suddenly i realized i dont need any of that cus i know it will be perfect as long as im saying it to you <33

every girl needs a best
friend
to help her laugh
when she thinks she`ll
-n e v e r- smile a g a i n

YOUR EYES FiLL WITH TEARS AS HE SPEAKS SOFTLY iN YOUR EAR. YOU WANT TO BELiEVE HiM WHEN HE SAYS THAT YOU'LL STiLL BE FRiENDS. YOU KNOW YOU'LL GET OVER HiM iN TiME, OR WiLL YOU? BUT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET HiS TOUCH OR HiS SMiLE, EVEN MORE, WHEN HE WiPED THAT TEAR AWAY FROM YOUR EYES AND SAiD
*YOU'RE STiLL BEAUTiFUL WHEN YOU CRY.
«-`
 

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds."What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think...

When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend
over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.

Rebecca- age 8
 
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths.
 Billy- age 4
 
Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other.
 Kari- age 5
 
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.
Chrissy- age 6

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.
Terri- age 4

Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.
Danny- age 7

Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.
Emily- age 8
 
Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.
Bobby- age 7

If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.
Nikka- age 6
 
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
Noelle- age 7

Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.
Tommy- age 6

During my piano recital, I was on stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and
smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.
 Cindy- age 8

My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.
Clare- age 6
 
Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.
Elaine- age 5

Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.
Chris- age 7

Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.
Mary Ann- age 4

When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.
Karen- age 7

Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think it's gross.
Mark- age 6
 
You really shouldn't say "I LOVE YOU" unless you mean it. But if you meanit, you should say it a lot. People forget.
Jessica- age 8

If i had a star for everytime you made me smile, i`d have the whole evening sky in the palm of my hand.

breaking your heart was not in the plan. i never expected you to care:<33:

shes got bite marks on her tongue
from all the things she never said

&& it hurts so much to see you move on so quickly
have you promised her [[forever]] yet...?

I wanna sleep on the - - »
p a r k . b e n c h *in the
cOmfOrt of |[ your.arms]|
on a . .
p i L l o w m a d e
of bLue bOnnetS.` and a
bLanket maDe of ×0
starS

.. and her heart finally told her just
l e t i t a l l q 0 <|3

"Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch ur heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."

I'm finding my way back to you
And everything I used to be
And waiting is all that I can do
Until you find your way back to me

One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life.

I fall asleep tonight cause that brings me closer to You.

Why does hello feel like goodbye..?

You're my anti-love

Boy, it's been awhile since I heard your voice. I didn't want to call you, but my heart left no choice. I just called to tell you that I'm really doing fine. That I've been doing lots of thinking and I finally decided it was time, to say my last goodbye.

Break my heart. I'll still be superficially beautiful. Isnt that all that mattered to you anyway?

I've said I'm sorry baby, don't leave. Dont yell. Dont scream. This is just a bad dream. Its okay and it's alright, why don't you come back tonight. We can work this out. I love you without a doubt. Get out, don't come back. Get your siutcase and start to pack. I'm tired of saying sorry for things I didn't do. It's never me, it's always you. I'm not going to worry and I'm not going to cry. I've gave you your chance and that was your last try.

I'm sorry for everything I've said, and for anything I forgot to say. When things get so complicated, I stumble at best muddle through I wish that our lives could be simple. I dont want the world, only you.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry. You don't know how lovely you are. I have to find you- tell you I need you. Tell you I set you apart.

I want to be the girl you point to and say. "Thats her."

No. I won't find any one else. I gave up the world. For you.

I'll be smiling when I see you. The tears won't even show. I know I'll always love you. and yet, you'll never know.

So bring on the hurt, I deserve the pain. Let me drown in my sorrow and die in my shame.

I really hope you're doing better, all your friends close by your side..one step closer to recovery.

A lonley girl sits in her room. The thoughts and memories are still in her head. The very last words to her he said "I think we're better off friends" while shes thinking "I think Im better of dead".

The pretty red heart carve into my skin says I love you. I think its true and it bleeds for you..

I love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart.

Tear me open at my seams, Take my heart if you like the best.

Just because her eyes dont tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

She has everything and more, yet. She still breaks down and crys. I guess there really is more that meets the eye.

The silence hurts me more than anything you could say.

Bless your sweet mistakes that crumble you down to your .knees. that brought you to this place changing you by .degrees. when change was .just. .what. .you. .needed..

But how could I feel you, When you'd never let me in. ANd how am I to know where you're coming from. If you never tell me where you'd been.

She cries her life is like, Some movie black and white. Dead actors, faking lines. Over and over and over again she cries.

A pictures worth a thousand words. But not worth the words I need to hear. I miss you so much that it hurts. ANd tonight I wish you were here with me. So I could make you see. The stars. They lay across the sky so perfectly. They remind me of. All the times when we used to sit underneath them. Those summer nights. And Fall in love. Its the alright. Its our last night together. I wont give up. I cant let go, of you. I cant let go of you.

y0u`re my [[ RiGHT ]] whEN
e v e r y t h i n g s wrong'
y0u`re [alwaySz] thEre t0 '
//  keep     me    strong \\
y0u dRiEd my tEARS when
i  w A N T e D  T o  C R Y'
y0u mAdE lifE w0RtH living
when  i  waNteD  to  Die

I CAN BE Y0UR TINKERBELL
Y0U CAN BE MY PETERPAN
WE CAN RUN AWAY TO
NEVER EVER LAND <3

&& she sat .
she sat for hours,
wondering what she had done.
to deserve any of this
pain
that she was feeling.
wondering what she had did
to make him go away
wondering what she had did
to
want to make him
break her heart in two
&& as she started to cry, she began asking herself why she ever said  .. " i love you .. "

you'll never scream so loud, as i wanna scream with you <3

when i first saw you
i knew it was real. <3

you're the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
of my paper <3

and if i could tell you one thing; i guess it would
be that i love hearing your voice and that your
smile just happens to brighten my entire day; &
those little things you do without even knowing it. <3

The amount of pills I'm taking counteracts the booze I'm drinking. and this vanity I'm breaking, let me live my life like this. <|3

Everyone Leaves Me
Forgotten.  Abandoned. Left Behind
I Can't Stay Here Another Night.

she wants someone to call her 'Angel'
someone to put the light back in her eyes

I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find someone new, I won't be alone, and I won't be with you .. You're waiting 4 me, to crawl back to ur side but no..not this time, I'm keeping my pride .. So goodbye 4 now, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay....

You can't lose something you never had.

Why is this life worth living what has happend cannot be changed
I wish I could tell you but I just cant bring myself to it.
Ill try not to let this build up inside of me
But loving you is killing me its eating at my brain and its slicing up my wrists
all I have left is my heart of which I plan to blow out with a 22
I hope you see my dead body maybe then you will know how much I cared for you

you're the smile on my face
the sparkles in my eyes
and the only one in my heart

SH0T THR0UGH THE HEART AND Y0UR TO BLAME- </3

5 months later she still wonders why...
5 months later he kisses another goodbye.
5 months later she sits alone and cries...
5 months later he's still telling his lies.
5 months later she still cares...
5 months later he wouldn't dare.
5 months later  she still thinks of him...
5 months later  she cries... inside he slowly dies...

i wanna get lost in love with you*
& do all the things you want me to..
caress your body,  touch your soul
'cause boy i love you so _____ <33

*and if you want love, well make it
swimming in a deep sea, of blankets
take all your big plans and break em
this is bound  to be a while          

*i said, baby you're amazing
i want to [let you] see you are
everything and more to me©

nights alone and the days are so
sad i just keep thinking about the
love that we had and i'm missing
you but nobody knows it but me*

>> are you aware of what u make
me feel, baby?    right now, i feel
invisible to you, like i'm not real.. *
when i close my eyes at night i realize that*
no one else could ever take your place

you're waiting for someone to put you together
you're waiting for someone to push you away
there's always another wound to discover
there's always something more you wish he'd say

she's taking her time making up the reasons
to justify all the hurt inside, guess she
knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes*
everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
*inside im [slowly dying] but
the rain will hide my crying

since you been gone, i can
breathe for the first time *
i'm so moving on, yeah yeah

* tell me it's real . . this feeling that we
feel. tell me that it's real. don't let love
come just, to pass us by try, it's all
>> we have to do it's up to me and you <<
to make this special love last forever more

they read you cinderella, you hoped it would
come true that one day a prince charming
>> would come rescue you. you like romantic
movies and u never will forget the way you
* felt when romeo kissed juliette <3

baby set me free, from this misery
i can't take it no more. since you ran
away nothings been the same dont
know what i`m living for &hearts

if only he could understand
how much shit he puts me
        [ t h r o u g h ]

you're the one who makes
me laugh when i don't even
wanna smile - - <3

so throw me in the ocean
never to b found again ||x
no one will miss me when
im gone // everything just
always went wrong .  \\ 

 I can’t believe the times I’ve
[t r i e d ] 
 I can’t believe the tears I’ve [c r i e d ] 
 Thinking someday you might notice || me ||
 But until then I’ll stay --
invisible

sometimes you just have to b.r.e.a.k the rules and
stand --> apart.. ignore your head and follow your <3 heart

They were completely in love
        ..  then she woke up

 I would do anything for him. I would
stand in front of a gun, take a fuckin
bullet to the chest and let him run.

When your parents catch you too drunk to walk and they
catch you while you’re too high to talk, when you cant think
and you don’t know what to do don’t ask me cuz I’ll be
there fucked up with you.

 i C0ULD C0NQUER THE W0RLD WiTH 0NE HAND..
AS L0NG AS Y0U WERE H0LDiNG MY 0THER 0NE<3

because he says the sweetest things that
put the pink in my cheeks <3

you remind me of the times
when i knew who i was . .

 i want to be everything you need, every sight
you see . making you go crazy - slightly your
disease. a love without a cure . no uncertanties
for sure . the closest thing to alcohol that calls
you ______________ b a c k . f o r . m o r e *

 and i`ll smile ..
and you`ll wave ..
and we
`ll PRETEND
that it`s okay </3

was it fun for you to watch me fall
a p a r t
<
/3

 tear me open at my seams </3
take my HEART' if you like the beat
take my lungs if its hard to breathe
baby, take EVERYTHING you need

I wait for the bus in the morning. I wait for my classes to finish. I wait for my shifts to end at work. I wait for the weekend to arrive. I wait for dinner to be ready. I wait to get my grades. I wait to get my license. I wait for my paycheck. I wait for my birthday, for Christmas, for vacations, for everything. I wait, I wait. I wait constantly so it would be really great if I didn’t have to wait for [you] too.

 d R y
your eyes
c L e a R
your mind
you juss gotta take it
o N e _ D a Y
at a time
dust off your
H e a R t
take it off the
s H e L f
you gotta ..
R e M e M b e R
to
L o V e
yourself .. <3

 x3 I could be the drug you cant resist  x3.

 Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great love is " 

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes
you can’t always see the pain someone feels.

& she finally told him how she felt
she downright spilled her heart out
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he just walked away as she
silently stood there __________ </3

Eventually all the pieces will fall into place but until then live for the moment, laugh at the confusion, and know that everything happens for a reason.

Roll Our Film Baby
  This Is Another One
        Of Our ROMANTIC Scenes ;;
             S o   A c t   L i k e   Y o u   L o v e   M e

They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason, she looks at her arms, and rolls down her sleeves, her mother is starting to see through her lies, and last night her father had tears in his eyes, and they rise in the morning, and they sleep in the dark, and though nobody’s looking, she’s falling apart 

 FoUR eVeRy LiTtLe TeAr We CrIeD..<3
FoUr AlL tHa CrAzY tHiNgS wE tRiEd..x3
fOuR sTaYiNg TrU tHrO OdDs n EnDs..<3
nO OnE cAn RePlAcE mY bEsT fRiEnDs..x3
 

 i wanna be like those girls in the movies
to have a man so in love it makes him drop
to his knees. she's even on his mind while
he's asleep at niight. cus that`s the feeling
youu given me
. <3

i tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
my weakness is i
care to much
and my scars remind me that the
past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel

we drive tonight
and you're by my side
were talking about our lives
Like we've known each other forever

you know what i want ? . . just once i want to
be someones reason for waking up .someones
reason for going through another day. just one
time i want to be the one being wished* for the
one who makes a guy say 'i`m so lucky to have
her''* . . to put it simply . i wAnt to mean to 
  somebody w h a t y o u m e A n t o m e

You were born an original -:- DONT DiE A COPY -:-

 i just wish the story didnt end this way
      because im still in love with the person who helped me write it...<3

somtimes i wish i could fast forward
 just to see if it was all worth it

without you -  my yesterdays wouldn`t
be worth remembering & i couldn`t look
  forward to all of my t o m m r o w s *

Always tell someone how you feel
mean wat u say [&] say wat u mean
even  when  its  hard  - - » because
opportunities are lost in a blink of
an eye * /  * but  regrets can last a
 > .  :  L . i . F . e . T . i . M . e  :  . 

`Unlike Barbie 
 ME & MY GiRLSz
  ARE N0T SOLD SEPARATLY

D0N`T STRESS 0VER PE0PLE FR0M Y0UR PAST .. THERE`SZ
A REASON WHY THEY DiDN`T MAKE iT T0 Y0UR FUTURE

if i'm so happy then why
do i feel so empty___</3

im just a small town girl,
living in a lonely world.*

P a r t y  l i k e  A  R o c k  S t a r
 And  F u c k  l i k e  A  P o r n s t a r 

The happiest people in life dont have the best of everything, they are happy with what they have.

There's some days where I sit and wonder about what we could have been and then there's some days where I sit and wonder why I even wasted my time.

My hopes are so high that your kiss will kill me so why dont you kiss me so i'll die happy.

 You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
Darling, kiss me once again

Why should I risk everything, when you risk nothing.

 I can't sleep tonight, I'm too busy thinking about you, about us. I really care about you and I'm so terrified that if I told you my true feelings about you that I would scare you away. SO I hold my feelings in and I write them down and i hope that one day you'll feel the same way too.

Your my rose, in this concrete world. 


Go ahead..
Believe in me
I promise I'll let you down

It's those things you hate about yourself that someday someone will love about you.

Don't trust everyone because some peoples only strength is when your back is turned.
 
i know you never meant to hurt me but that doesn't really matter,  because in the end, ...it hurts just the same.

If we never meet again it would be too soon. I'm glad I ran from you and now my life's a mess. And i'll have to admit that i have made a mistake. And every path i take has lead me right back to here. And i never should have left.

there's a difference in what we long for .
what we settle for . and what we're meant for

if i could show you how much you've hurt me.. you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again

so would it be out of line if i said i miss you?

 &you wont break her spirit
even though everything around her is crushed

&you wont find her slitting her wrists
&you wont find her broken down crying
but if you look deep
you will find her screaming for help

This could not be the end
The end of something
That was never started

 Do you remember all the things we did? & what it's like to be a kid.. Being young & skipping school, I guess we must've broken every rule.. I never thought those times would last forever, but now that they're gone, i'm pretty sure we grew up to fast.

 Roll our film baby. This is another one of
our romantic scenes so act like you love me.

a pad of paper and a black ball-point pen she starts writing poetic words again. words that fill the mind the soul with comfort. tracing through the lines of the scars on her ripped and torn emotions and soul. if she begins she may never begin to stop. she hopes there is enough paper to express what she`s thinking & been feeling for quite sometime now.

a priceless moment is   when' the
person // you have fallen   in love
with- -» looks you     right in the
eyes and \\       tells you that they
have » fallen    in love   with you

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days she feels like dying
She gets so sick of crying
She sees the mirror of herself
An image she wants to sell
To anyone willing to buy<3

My mom had only one eye. I hated the fact that I had to be stuck with a retard for a mother. I hate her.. She was such an emarressment, there was this one day during elementary school. It was a field trip day, and my mom came. I was so embarresed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school. "Your mom's a retartd with one eye?"..And they taunted me. I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world. So I said to my mom "Mom, why don't you have the other eye? If you're only going to make me a laughingstock, why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time. Maybe it was because my mom handn't punished me, but I didnt think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That Night I woke up, and went to the kitche to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid tht she might wake me. I took a look at her, then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother whowas crying out of her one eye. So I told my myself that I would grow up and becom successful. Cause I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty. Then I studied heard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seul Unviersity with all the confidence I had. Then I got, married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom. The happines was getting bigger and bigger, when.. "What?" "Who is this" ..It was my mother.. Still with her one eye, it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My daughter ra away, scared of my mom's eye, and I asked her. "Who are you?, I dont know you! As if trying to make that real." I screamed at her, " How dare you come to my house and scare away my daughter! Get out of here NOW!" And to this, my mother quietly answered. "Oh, I'm sorry. I may have gotten the wrong adress." And she quietly disappeared out of sight. Thank goodness. She doesn't recongnize me. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life. Then a wave of relif came upon me. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So, lying to my wife that I was going on a business trip, I went. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack. That I used to call my house, just out of curiostiy.There, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground, but I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand, it was a letter to me. "My son, I think my life has been long enough now. And I wont visit Seoul anymore. But would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. ANd I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to got to the school..for you.. And I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and was an embaressment for you. You see, when you were little, you got into an accident. And lost your eye, as a mom. I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place. I was never upset for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me, I thougt to myself. Its because he loves me. My son, oh my son. I dont want you to cry for me, because of my death. Please dont cry. My son, I love you so much. Something gripped the corner of my heart. And tears were flowing frm the eye that my mother had given me. My mom, my loving mom. Such simply words as 'I love you' I never told her. Such simple things as buying my mom a dinner. Such simply things as buying her pretty clothes, that I never did. And stilll, my mom loved me till her very end. Im sorry. It wasn't my mom that was the retard with one eye. It was me that, all these things I realzed too late. Mother, please forgive me. Mother, im sorry, Im sorry. And the words I never got around telling you, I love you. I love you mom..

we go to school for //twelve years//
& the one thing they --> never taught us
is... ||how to say good bye||

It appears that a thunderstorm
Passed through you recently

I let my actions speak for me
Because my words
Collide with yours

Maybe then I'll fade away
And not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up
When your whole world is black

 theres no point in trying to talk to you
ive tried to have a conversation with you
but all that comes out is the empty feeling
in my stomach & it makes me realize that
you will never feel the same way about me
as I do about you </3

Sometimes I just want to scream out how much I love you. But I’m scared. I’m scared of what you would say. I’m scared of how you would act. But I think what I’m most scared of, is if you would say it back.

I understand that every time you break up with someone, you go through a stage of missing them. i was warned about that. i knew it would happen. i denied it, but.. as predicted, it happened. but what i wasn't ready for was what happened before, and what happened after. even after all of this, after all that's been said and done, he's still going back to his old ways. i wish i could be like some people and just let them go right away, but i can't. but i am now. this is it, this is over. he got his last word in and didnt listen to a thing i said, as usual.. so i give. my life is for me now. i need to get MY shit together and move on. i'll leave the broken pieces where they are. because this time, i'm not gonna let him break me again. i'm going to pick up, move on and grow from my past. but i will not embrace it. i'll embrace my new life. with someone who won't let me down every chance he gets. one who knows how to take care of me even if we've only been together 4 weeks today. the one who, when he says forever.. means it. the one i want to love every single day for the rest of my life. because without him, i could have never done this. without him, i wouldn't be complete. so from this second forward, my life no longer has the power to be controlled or manipulated in any way shape or form by my past. and babe, i'm gonna love you until forever.

 DRAMA , EMOTiONS , CHANGES , TEARS , BROKEN HEARTS
& THESE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LiVES ?

 A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic

 she's h i d i n g behind her \ \ plastic \ \ smile

Thank you for making me worthless in your eyes.

You'd better slow down, Don't dance so fast, time is short, the music won't last.

No one sees my silent tears; No one hears my secret fears; I cry alone and nobody hears</3

'its not called showing off,
its called you being mad
because you cant do that'

its pathetic to hate who you are
and it hurts like hell to change </3

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them.

you have me drrawin these stupid
little   hearts  all  over  my   papers

               i  d o n ' t  believe  you  when  you  sayy ..
                everything  will  be  wonderful  someday

I know i didnt mean 'that muchh to you butt .
i never knew you 'meant this much to me <|3

You hold her in your arms
while starring into my eyes
You love to see them water
You love knowing how to hurt me

You bleed just to know your alive.

It's like I can't breathe ; It's like I can't see anything
      Nothing but you ; I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think ; Without you interrupting me
         In my thoughts ; In my dreams
        You've taken over me

one day everyone will realize
it's not about being pefect
it's about being happy</3

would you mind if i sat next you
and watched you smile;so many
kids but I   o n l y   s e e   y o u'

when you smile, i melt inside
i'm not worthy for a minute of your time

 I'll tell you everthing is FINE
 That the HEART heals like a cut
 Warn your friends about me
 Tell them I'll break their hearts
 I'll take their trust & throw it away <|3

 With EVERY S I N G L E letter
 In EVERY S I N G L E word
 THERE will be a hidden MESSAGE
 About a BOY who LOVES a GIRL

I hate you so much, but I'd take you back in a heartbeat.

what the world needs now is love, sweet love ;
its the only thing that theres just too little of    <|3

I wanna be like those girls in the movies to have a man so in love it makes him drop to his knees.

Stand up for what you feel is right. Even if your standing alone.

The older I get, the more I learn not to trust anyone.

Hey, if a bullet will make you dance.. Ohh baby, Ill sing straight your head.

the reason why people hold onto sumthin
sO tiGht fOr sO lOng..iS beCause there
afrAId sOmthIng sO gReat...wOnt EveR
'- - - - " c  O  m  e   t  W  i  C  e!!! " - - - -'

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that
You have for me over again

does he walk around all day at school
with his feet inside your shoes
looking down every few steps
to pretend
he walks with you

Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Life Is Like Roads It Gives u Differnt Directions To Go In But u Dont Know Which One To Take.

  its  like  once  you've  been   hurt 
  you're so scared to get attached' 
  again,   you  have  this  fear  that 
  every person you start to fall for' 
  is   going  to   break   your   heart 

after a while you realize you 
just  wanna  be with  the one 
who makes you  s m i l e -»xo

               im noT the girL who ruNsz up tO u wheN  i  see u
               nD im not tHe giRl who jUmpsz at eVery momEnt
               to taLk to u,  buT i [ am tHe girl wHo keEpsz it all
               iNside     nd     thEn    (  `  regRetsz   )     it     latEr

all i ever needed was to eat popcorn
with you. come on over watch the late
shows stay up talking until two.. <3

i`ve just met you recently *
but i've known you forever
you're the [ person ] i used to
to dream about and NEVER
thought i would find xoxo

so write my name on your hand & put a heart around it.

 well my life isn`t perfect.
but really.. whose is ? x
but i guess i can say one
part of it is youu. youu *
make it worth living and
youu made me see thatt
ur the best part of my life
and the best part of me <3

And yet she still sits there smiling
Regardless of fake friends
And dreams that were broken
Regardless of the guys she loved
And the hearts that were broken
You'll never break her.

I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had, to never give up, to believe in myself... and most of all, to fight for myself.

i W0ULD RATHER HAVE [BAD] TiMES WiT Y0U .. RATHER
THAN  [ GO0D ]`TiMES WiTH S0ME0NE  ELSE ...   i W0ULD
RATHER STAND N A`[ST0RM] WiT U RATHER THAN BE  x
H0ME AND [SAFE] BY MYSELF'.. i W0ULD RATHER HAVE
iT [HARD] WiTH Y0U THAN [ EASY ] APART ... `BECAUSE
Y0U ARE THE [ 0NLY 0NE ]  WH0  WiLL  ALWAYS  HAVE
                                                      - - - »» 'l|[ MY`HEART ]|l''

everyone keeps tellinq me
to just get over you &&  `'
move on but they obviously
don't understand just how
hard i've already tried . . .

i love this crazy tragic sometimes almost magic awful beautiful life.

BOY : what should i do?
GIRL : just follow your heart.
BOY : what do you think my heart says?
GIRL : I dont know, I'm not your heart.
BOY : your most of it

Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
You are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the second best.
There will never be another you <3

I cried today -  not because'
missed  you  or   even   / /
wanted you .  but because
I FiNALLY REALIZED ------»
I ` m  g o n n a  b e  o k a y !

 xO----------------------------
L0VE is like a BUTTERFLY
the  more  you  chase  it ,
the more it { eludes } you..
but if you just let it F L Y *'
iT WiLL C0ME T0 Y0U \ \ \
when you least expect it..
----------------------------Ox

 as we grow up we learn that even the one
person that wasn't supposed to ever let you
down probably will. you will have your heart
broken more than once and its harder every
time. you'll break hearts too so ( remember )
how is felt when yours was broken. you'll
fight with your bestfriend. you'll blame a new
love for something an old one did  you'll cry
because time is going by too fast and you'll
eventually lose someone you love, so take `
too many pictures laugh too much and love
like you've never been hurt because every
60 seconds you spend upset is a minute  - -
of happiness you'll never get back ;; . .   <3 ~

 When i stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BiTCH. when i stand up for those i love, they call me a BiTCH. when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BiTCH. being a BiTCH means i won't compromise what's in my heart. it means i live my life MY way. it means i won't allow anyone to step on me. when i refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, i am defined as a BiTCH. the same thing happens when i take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when i act a little selfish. it means i have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who i truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think i "should" be. i am outspoken, opinionated and determined. i want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that! so try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. you won't succeed. and if that makes me a BiTCH, so be it.

She’s got stars in her eyes and a bruise on her tongue – Bite marks from the things she never says. She’s learned to say things with her eyes that others waste time trying to put into words.

 I am a poet writing of my pain
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like i'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there 

 I`m so tired of beinq here. Suppressed by all of my childish
fears. & if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
cuz your prescence still linqers here & it wont leave me alone
These wounds won`t seem to heal .. This pain is just too real
There`s just too much that time can not erase

SMiLE BECAUSE i HAVE TO , NOT BECAUSE i WANT TO , i LAUGH BECAUSE i`M TOLD TO , NOT BECAUSE i DON`T WANT TO , i FROWN BECAUSE i WANT TO CRY BUT TRY TO KEEP iT ALL iNSiDE i WiSH i COULD JUST LET OUT BECAUSE i CAN`T , THATS NOT WHAT i`M ALL ABOUT . MY FEELiNGS NEVER SHOW ANYMORE BECUASE i DON`T WANT THEM TO . EVERY SMiLE iS A LiE , EVERY LAUGH iS FAKE , ALL BECAUSE i AM CRYiNG iNSiDE & DON`T WANT MY TEARS TO SHOW

 Eventually alL the pieces will fall into place
until then u gotta laugh at the [c0nfusi0n]
live f0r the *~m o m e n t~* and kno that
everything | happens | f0r | a | reas0n-x3

 i've learned that things change people change.
and it doesn't mean - you forget the past or try
to cover it up » it simply means that you M0VE
0N & treasure the memories.. letting go doesn't
mean giving up * it just means l|[ accepting ]|l
that some things just werent MEANT T0 BE «3.

 t hurts my soul & i can`t let qo .. all these walls
are cavin in, I can`t stop my sufferinq .. I hate to
show that i`ve lost control, but I , I keep qoin <3
riqht back to the one thinq that i need to walk
away from ... x0ox *


Everyone keeps askinq me if im okay. What am I supposed to *
tell them? No, Im not okay.. and then what.. So I just smile & say
Im fine even thouqh im really dyinq on the inside ... <3

i'll be your sunshine when you're in the rain
i'll give you my happiness &i'll take your pain.

She was happier then ever - lying there
in his arms_her fingers linked with his
she looked deep into his eyes and
*whispered [ perfect fit ], then he kissed
Her; they were c o m p l e t e l y in love
__________then she woke up x

If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way
It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes
You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me
You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.
You’re the orchard in the jungle,
you’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me
Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

Baby.. just look at me now..
Im  completely  F a k e

she thinks if she calls him it shows
weakness so the hurt goes on with
every tear she`s cried..aint it sad to
see a good love fall to pieces?

How does it feel? Now that you know, you could of had me. But you let me go. I wish you had seen you were my world, and you had the heart of this now heartbroken girl.

                        friends  are the most important part of your life .
                        treasure  the  tears,   treasure   the  laughter   ;;
                        but most of all treasure the  m e m o r i e s  <3

       and dont think you're anything less than amazing
           because you are so much more than that

as i look back on all thats happened. . growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me... there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. as i look back on those days, i realize how much i'll truly miss you and how much i truly love you. the past may be gone forever... and what the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. so my love, it is with all my heart that i send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for what the future may hold.

 twenty years from now i am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. that person who lifted my
head when i was losing faith in myself. that
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
that one person who always knew what i was
feeling by the look on my face. that one person
who accepted who i was when everyone else
laughed in my face. that one person that
accepted every decision i made believing that
id make the right decisions. that one person who
knew who i really was. that one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. my best friend.

a boy && a girl stood in life for his favorite rollercoaster. the girl shuddered  in fear ;; her fear, heights. she glanced at the boy with watery eyes and managed to say "i can`t do this." he put his hand on her cheek and smiled. "i promise youu. if youu fall out, i`ll go with youu."

always remeber , when the sky turns to
grey from blue ; i will be there for you   *
& remember as long as i am there for -->
you ; your sky will always be blue      <3

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons
you make me laugh for no reason whatsoever
but most of all, you make me love you, when
i'm not supposed to be loving you at all <3

I couldn't help it when I started to cry. I've told myself that lifes a lie. You know love sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tommrows for one yesterday.

i'll be true, i'll be useful, i'll be cavalier
i'll be yours my dear and i'll belong to you
if you'll just let me through
this is easy as lovers go

You are a paper bird
Folded and folded and creased
bent and shaped from a five dollar bill
It's priceless to me and never spent
It hangs from a ceiling fan over my bed
so you are on my mind

it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has...
it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all

if you're single, there's only one thing
you should take out with you on saturday
nights
» your girls <3

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember

love is like dominos... one wrong move
&&
everything you have worked hard for,
falls apart

Just hold me close to you.

ask anyone---
when you come up in a
conversation my eyes sparkle
and my smile shines<3

So what if your friends think I'm crazy.

hold her hand...
whisper in her ear...
it's no big deal...
she's just a girl </3

Love is like a role that we play.

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 This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong.

This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times.

This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention.

This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word.

This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the rite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.


This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude L0VESzs and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced.

This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed.

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt.

This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.

This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone.

This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup.

This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear.

This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted.

This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

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all the good things in life are either
ILLEGAL. IMMORAL. or FATTENING.

im not afraid of heights im afraid of
falling. im not scared of the dark im
scared of whats in it ` im not afraid`
to love, im afraid of not being loved back

 the way you make me smile could out-due
a        million        beautiful         sunsets

                for some fucked up reason
                       your still in my heart ..    </3

& i guess i'm a fool for thinking,
you're thinking of me..

                            & even after everything..
                                 she'd do anything for him </3

                    i do love you & when you finally
           realize that you feel the same i will be gone
                                       </3

Cry me those emo tears, the ones that make your mascarra run down your face so beautifully.

Sometimes life is so perfect isn't it?
It has to be, to make up for all the hard
stuff
it throws your way. You have to
learn to walk, you have to learn to talk,
you have to wear that totally ridiculous
hat your gramma bought you. You have
no say in the matter. & when you're a
little older, even though you get to choose
your hats, you don't get to choose what
they put in those meatballs in the cafeteria
..or when to fall in love..Things happen,
& you just have to deal with it

whether you are rich or poor,
whether you are hot or not,
whether you are hyper or quiet,
whether you are wierd or cool,
no matter who you are it doesn`t
matter what people think because
who you are is who god wants you
to be so fuck them because this who
          you [ s h o u l d ] be

I would rather go blind than see you walk away
from me. I would rather go deaf than hear you
say you hate me. I would give up all things just to
be with you because whats everything if i dont have you

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you

 if youu dress nicely, he says you`re a snob. if youu dress sexy, he says you`re a slut. if youu argue with him, he says you`re stubborn. if you`re quiet, he says you`re stupid. if youu call him, he says you`re needy && clingy. if he calls youu, he says youu should be grateful. if youu don`t love him, he`ll try to win youu. if youu love him, he`ll leave youu. if youu don`t fuck him, he`ll say youu don`t love him. if youu do, he`ll say youu`re easy. if youu tell him your problems, he`ll say you`re irritating.  if youu don`t , he`ll say youu don`t trust him. if youu lecture him, he`ll say youu`re bitchy. if he lectures youu, it`s because he "cares". if youu break a promise, youu can`t be trusted. if he breaks it, he had to. if youu cheat, he`ll expect it to be over.  if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way ..

Love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and when you see his smile the second you close your eyess

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. & being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because--you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.. 

 the girl dreamed every night
that the one guy would notice her..
but her dream never came true.....</3

The hardest part about walking away
from yOu is knowing you wOnt run after me ..   

He's not what i'm looking for...
he's mOre..x33

I've always held back what you meant to me .. maybe
its because im afraid of what you`ll say back  ___</3

I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just_______ depressed
from staring ___________at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless, but I'm yours.

 they say talk is cheap;;
so i bought every word you said

What if someone told you
that you could take back
one single mistake in ur life
mine would be believing that
you . ever . cared . about . me

I act like I dont care -
but deep down Im lying -
cause everytime I see you all over her -
Im dying...

 felt that I needed time to think about things & think about my feelings. So I took the time to think about my feelings for you; it wasn’t long until I realized that you are what makes me smile each & everyday and you are the one that makes me feel like I have a purpose in life. You don’t mean something to me;; YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME<3


You`re so afraid to continue what we have; you know something is there, you feel it just as much as I do. When you touch me, you like it as much as I do. When you kiss me, you pull away because you know that if you dont pull away soon, you might find yourself falling in love and I dont think you`re prepared for that.

fear of [ rejection ]
kept our love inside`
told my heart i didnt
love you.. but i lied
i D0N`T care if you*
think i`m crazy.. & i
D0N`T care if it <33
turns out bad.. i`ve
got no fear of losin`
you.. ; u cant lose
what u never had

 i'm sick of wondering where he is and who he's with
but i hate facing the fact.. that he doesn’t give a shit..
but still, all the feelings didn’t pass by .. i just learned-
whats true. never love someone who doesnt love you
between holding hands and falling in love - you begin
to learn that kisses dont always mean something. </3

as my heart lies in broken pieces upon the ground, you do not even know the pieces exist. as the tears fall like liquid diamonds upon my cheeks, you do not even feel the pain i`m going through. you do not even know about the broken pieces of the heart that still love you and that always will. as my voice echoes through the silent atmosphere, you do not even hear the resounding cry. as the mist swirl`s silently around me, chilling the tears, you don`t even care that i suffer the agony of lost love. you wouldn`t even look back to see the pale face of the girl who loves you and who always will.

                       parents start you off in live, but it's your
                       [ best friends ] that get you through it ..*

Dear Heart,  I'm so sorry for all this abuse. I can't control it. This is starting to get way out of control.'Well I know you might hate me for all this but be prepared;' I'm starting to fall in love again. Signed, Uncontrollable Feelings'

Being in love is what makes working all
week
wonderful. It makes crusing with your
window rolled down
feel like you're riding
in a convertible. It makes you dance to the
rhythm of the copy machine & makes Friday
night
really feel like the weekend

Don't you hate when you're right about the wrong things?

I [ can't stand ] him hurting me..
i just can't stand him using me, but
unlinke him » i can't just walk away..
i can't forget what we had..it's not
that easy for me to let go of somthing
that was once my life..i guess it
actually mattered to me.. </3

its hard to grow up in a world where you'll
never be the pretty girl. everyone else seems
to have something youve always wanted &
your dreams always end up one cloud away.

 &&lets make it work; & prove everyone wrong.

 Cause theres a fine line between love and hate
That we cross at least once of every day
And while you say you love me you still push me away
You tie me at the wrists so that you cant be saved

&&she was waiting to fall <|3

It`s a backwords attraction
To your foward eyes, but
Your so far-sighted that you
Can`t place trust in what
Or who you recognize

Burning pictures turn to ash.
Speed this up so we can crash
Teenage romance will never last.
Oh Heartbreaker, kill me fast.

It's so lonely when you dont even know yourself <//3

Where were you when I need you?
Where indeed but in some sheltered
Sturdy heaven ; Wasted, broken, sadly
Broken & one thing to get us thru ...

Love kills, romance is dead
And I don't even trust myself
But I love you
And you can pull my wings apart
And pin me down under glass
Until the end of days if it can help you
Discover that we share the same pain

Kept Every Secret --- Covered Every Lie
Bestfriends Forever  Till The Day We Die

              so be here by my side and watch the stars
                i think  that we've  got what   it  takes
                 to get this heart to  start beating again


                   [you && me with the lights down low..
                                  with nothin' on but the radio.]

I don't believe that anybody
   feels the way I do
     about you now.

we lauqh at the [dumbest  jokes],  put  up  wiith  the
[worst moods]  go  alonq  w/ many  [crazy  iideas]  and'
still manaqe too have the best  tiime.


Walkin down tha halls lookin
[ Happy As Can Be ]
but what noone understands is how much
[ Pains Inside Of Me ]

who else am i qonna lean on when
times qet rouqh // who`s qonna talk
to me on the phone till the sun comes
up // who`s qonna take your place //
     b a b y   n o  b  o  d  y   e l s e
..... we   ...   belonq  ...   toqether  ...

Now as your bleeding you stare at the ceiling and watch as it all fades away. </3

Are you feeling weak? Because I'll carry you with a broken back and blown out knee's. </3

Blacken my heart, Redden my wrists, every word you say is another scar upon my broken heart. </3

I could be nothing but a  memory. My hearts beating faster just to feel something real.

You're a pretty bullet,  Can I be your gun?

You know you are in love
when you see the world in his eyes,
and his eyes everywhere in the world.

This time it’s over, I’m keeping my heart.
I’m gonna be strong and not fall apart.
I’ll get better, I’ll no longer cry.
In a couple of weeks, I won’t want to die.
I won’t want to go back, I’ll be able to sleep.
It won’t hurt so bad and it won’t feel so deep.
I’m convincing myself, yes, I’ll find someone new.
I won’t be alone and I won’t be with you.
You’re waiting for me to crawl back to your side.
But no, not this time, I’m keeping my pride.
So goodbye forever, I’ll be on my way.
It’s gonna take time, but I’ll be okay.

the day i met you my life changed.
the way you make me feel is hard
to explain. you make me smile in a
special kind of way. you make me
fall deeper for you everyday && `'
when i look into your eyes, i know
it's true there is no one else in this
world for me but you _____ xOo *

Every time I'm close to you, there's too much
I can't say and you just walk away never
understanding what you meant to me.

There`s only one cloud in the entire sky,
and it`s raining on only me.
For some reason, it doesn`t surprise me

Please don't leave without saying goodbye .. </3

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again, so when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when santa did exist.  When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When disney world was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name. And people didnt change. And your friends were the same. And everytime you were sad or you had a bad day you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt. And no pain. Just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.

 Let's face it, we've changed.. we've all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone our own directions. Hearts were broken, friendships diminished new loves started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all our time together in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed.. some for the better and some for the worse. Some of us are finding love while others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though were all finding our own place in the world that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall or the happy smile spreads across our face .. we'll see! ome to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much that we're not all best friends forever.

 i`m not a perfect girl .. my hair doesn`t
always stay in place, and i spill a lot of
things. i`m pretty clumsy and sometimes
i have a broken heart. <|3 my friends & i
sometimes fight and maybe some days
nothing goes right but when i think about
it and take a step back, i remember how
(amazing) life truley is and that maybe..
just maybe, i like being UNPERFECT

The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do whats best for you.. even if it means breaking someone's heart including your own.

That which doesnt kill us, makes us stronger.

              No camara could [ever] capture the look in her eyes
              & the feeling in her heart when she`s looking at  him

You are  my other half.  Without you I'm the dance without  the
song.  I'm a hear  without a  soul.  Without  you I'm  the  words
without a book. You mean so much to me. There aren't  enough
Words  in the world  to explain how  much I care about you   &&
how much I  need you in my  life. You aren't just my best  friend.
You're not just like a sister. You are not just my listener. You are
Not just my  other half. You are  everything I could ever ask  for.

I'm  not stupid.  I just lack  common sense.  I'm not
A poser. I just  like all kinds of clothes. I'm not  miss
Popularity. I just have a lot of friends. I don’t like my
boyfriend.   I   love   him.   I don't ignore       ex//oh
you. I just don't give a shit. I'm not a bitch.  I'm just
honest.  I'm not  mean.  You're  just  weak.  I'm  not
**    Insecure.   I   just   don't   trust   people...x3

I will believe  my  dreams  &&
Never let  them  tell  me  who
I  will  tell  the   truth &&  stay
True  for  myself.  I  will  be *
Loyal and loving and confident
in  myself.  Most  I  will  enjoy
every  second  of  life  &&  be
the best person I can      xOx

 there's absolutely NO feeling that
  can bring you down quite like
   r e j e c t i o n   can  < || 3

At this point in time, I'm okay with me and you and what we've become, but I'm counting the days and nights until I can hear a love song without wanting to cry.

 Sometimes the hardest thing to let of is something you never really had. What could've happened...didn't. That's just the way the cookie crumbles. This is my good-bye to you. I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

You know what the worst feeling in the world is? When someone you have been crushing on forever, when someone you love with all your heart, when someone gives you butterflies when he walks by, when someone you dream about everyday, and someone you would give absolutley anything to..feels the same way-just not about you.

with love you should go ahead and take the risk
of getting hurt, because love is an amazing feeling.

waiting for you if like waiting for rain through
this drought, useless and disappointing.

its kind of like he's one
of those songs that goes around
and around your head, and you
just can't get it out.

What is sexy? sexy is standing in the rain as you push me
up against the hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you
kiss me with the intent to never stop. what is cute?
cute is young & inexperienced. cute is holding hands in
the car & kissing at the red lights. Passion is knowing
what you want & stopping at nothing until you get it.
love is the amazing balance of all of these things,
in your mind, heart, body & soul. <333.

so dont go worrying about me..its not like i think about
you constantly .. ok so maybe i do..but that shouldn't
effect your life anymore --/> i knew it from the moment
i saw you that id let you get the best of me..nd there
was nothing i could do

if i had nothing in this world but you
i would still have everything i ever
wanted, and as much as i hate it, i
know it's true, there is nobody that
gets me just like you do. i <3 you

i love you with all my heart
i love the closeness we have,
the times we spend together,
the way you kiss me, and i
want this to last f.o.r.e.v.e.r

last christmas i gave you
my heart but the very next
day
.. you gave it away so
this year to save me from
tears i'll give it to someone
special <3

take a look at me now .. theres just
an empty space nothings left to remind
me... just the memory of your face..
so take a look at me now..theres just an
empty space .. you coming back to me
is against all odds' but its a chance i've
got to take <3

HER HEART'S AS EMPTY AS
HiS ARMS .. AND HE'S THE
0NLY 0NE T0 BLAME <\3

don't repeat chapters .. the ending
of the story will never changee <3

does it hurt to know that we haven't
spoken in days? does it hurt to know
we cant look at each other without
looking away? does it hurt you to know
that everything we had is gone? does
it hurt you? because it's hurting mee..

i've never wanted to be with someone as much
as i want to be with you.. and that scares me ..
cause i dont know if you want to be with me <3

Now your friends are sorry for me
They watch you pretend to adore me
But I'm no fool to this game
Now here comes your secret lover
She'll be unlike any other
Until your guilt goes up in flames
Did you know when you go it's the perfect ending
To the bad day i've gotten used to spending
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake
Maybe nothing lasts forever
Even when you stay together
I don't need forever after
It's your laughter
Won't let me go so I'm holding on this way
Well did you know
Could you tell
You were the only one
That I ever loved
When everything's so wrong
Did you see me walking by
Did it ever make you cry
You're my favorite mistake

so dont be a liar, don't say everything's
working when everything's broken .. &
you smile like a saint but you curse like
a sailor.. & your eyes say the jokes on me

for every ounce of pain you inflicted
on me & every tear you made me
cry .. i seriously hope it comes back
to you .. i hope you stay up late at
night on the verge of giving up .. i
hope it hurts to smile & have to
pretend to be happy .. & mostly for
every lie of 'i love you' that you told
me .. i hope you feel as helpless &
lonely as i've learned to feel

so you say i'm too quiet
:holding things up in my
head. i say so much but
you don't buy it. i don't
want to wake up  alone'
'               in my head<--

alone with you. alone with me
what can i do. i cannot breath
my heart is torn. for all to see
alone with you. alone with me

you never really know
what it is   not until it
goes,   and if it comes
again.     it's a miracle

When this whole world gets too crazy
And there's nowhere left to go
I know you give me sanctuary
You're the only truth I know
You're the road back home
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart, I still find
You're my safest place to hide

You're one in a million
Yeah, that's what you are
You're one in a million babe
You're a shooting star

I don't have all the words to tell you
I know cause I've already tried
All I know is that when you are here
You make me feel alive

It is cold where your going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best that I had.
You pased on my letters
& passed on the best that I had

&& something has to be right about
us being together, because if it wasn
i dont think i would feel the way i
do when you kiss me   ♥ 

no matter how much time
goes by, you'll never forget the
first time he looked at you & how
you fell in love with his eyes

lets watch the sunset together
& make love in the sand & we
can make them all jealous <3

All the stars are out tonight
As we sit under the midnight sky
You push my hair out of my eyes
I have never felt so alive

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

 




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